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The Call

We are church planters.
Have we planted a church yet? No, but deep down in my being I know that God  has called us to bring the Kingdom to the lost and the hurting of this world.
I'm scared.  
This is so far beyond my comfort zone.  I like being a good girl that encourages other Christians and just raises my family up in the Lord. But this? This calling... it's not about being a good girl or encouraging others and it's not even just about my family (though that has a lot to do with it.)  It's about responding to the Gospel call.  It's about doing more than I ever imagined in regards to my faith.  It's a searching beyond what I normally would consider.
The first question that comes to my mind has to do with my theological beliefs.  What I believe about eschatology (what happens when we die) will greatly determine not only my missiology (how/why I tell others) but also my ecclesiology (what church should look like).
I know that I want to share Jesus with others because I love the life I live.  Do I know what will happen to me when I die?  Not entirely.  I have some ideas, but honestly I question the ideas I was raised with.  Heaven or Hell.  Is that it? Two choices, one good the other bad.  Is it really so stark, so black and white, so definite?  I know that Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life, and that no one gets to the Father except through Him. But what does that mean?
I think questions are good.  I think that God appreciates my desire to know Him more fully and yet be able to follow even when I don't understand.
I hope that if I daily write out my thoughts and my concerns and my excitements about church planting that I will be able to more fully realize the calling He has given us.

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